I Think I Quit

I have come to a very painful decision. My art... heh, if one could call it that... is not improving, not profitable, and unwanted. My art gets handed off to better artists to be done in their style. That's fine... but I just can not afford to keep wasting money on the supplies. This is a choice I should have made years ago, it just.. didn't feel right to give up my passion but it came to me today as my beloved wanted me to break down my art so his favorite artist could draw my characters. He meant it as a gift to me but I stupidly got mad about it. So... I quit art. And soon, I will quit writing. I have upset my boyfriend... but I fear he and I are about to break up because I will never be good enough for him or for anyone. I just can't keep going anymore. I really can't. Everything just hurts too much. If I never talk to you again, I love you. Even those of you that ignore me, I love you. You all did nothing wrong. It was me who was too weak and worthless. Be good to each other.... protect each other.